Hoping for a Miracle!

MIRACLE! MIRACLE! MIRACLE!

Are you exist? 

Anyone believe in miracle?

I do believe in you and
I need you so badly now!!

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” 
― Albert Einstein

“What was wonderful about childhood is that anything in it was a wonder. It was not merely a world full of miracles; it was a miraculous world.” 
― G.K. Chesterton

“Miracles are like pimples, because once you start looking for them you find more than you ever dreamed you'd see.” 
― Lemony Snicket, The Lump of Coal

“Miracles are what happens when you get out of the way of yourself.” 
― Brad Szollose

“To witness miracles unfold in your experience, count your blessings and be thankful. Perceived small blessings accumulate to be the most powerful.” 
― T.F. Hodge, From Within I Rise: Spiritual Triumph Over Death and Conscious Encounters with "The Divine Presence"

“Miracles only happen if you believe in miracles.” 
― Paulo Coelho

MIRACLE! MIRACLE! MIRACLE! 

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

I just kind of wish someone would ask me when im not around.
or feel butterflies when i walk into a room.
I know its kind of stupid, but i just want someone to care.

P/S: As a man, i know i shouldn't say this, it sounds disgusting.. but, sometimes i really need someone to care bout me =/

A Must Read Story

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.


P/S: i got it somewhere at fb. Is this what best friend should do? BEST FRIEND =S

Finally she got the present! but it isn't in a good condition already. =/
Saddddddd.....! =((
Btw, Can i get top 5 ? please please please!!!! =))))) hehehe HAHAHA HOHOHO
wait, let me rephrase. I am sure that i can get top 5!

P/S: Anyone believe in miracle? i need it so badly now =(

Im so sorry to hear your bad news again.
I felt so useless, cant be there to comfort you, to cheer you up.
I just hope that you are fine. =)

Today is Christmas eve!!
Oh yea! we survive from the Doomsday!
Now, its the new life of everyone! Lets start everything again!
the BEGINNING!
My name is Bruce, 18. I am easy going, friendly, approachable and adaptable. Even though I'm dark but good looking. An average degree holder, average in academic, average in communication skill, average in leadership, average in most of the things. However, sometimes I'm smart ass like Thomas Edison, Albert Einstein, John Nash etc etc.
I am random, I'm forgiveful and forgetful.
I like to joke, i like to talk nonsense.
sometimes i like to think a lot, sometimes i'm not.
sometimes i'm extrovert, sometimes i'm not.
sometimes i'm full of optismistic, sometimes i'm not.
sometimes i'm strong, sometimes i'm not.
sometimes i'm clever, sometimes i'm not.
sometimes i can pay 100% concentration, sometimes i can't
sometimes i don't know what to do, and i will laugh at the problems. =)
But, what i'm sure now is. I am kind! I am a good man!I love my parents very much! I am confident! I'm moving forward! I do not regret to what i have done.
Whats done is done, nothing to be regret about.
Happy Christmas eve!

If tomorrow were to be a DOOM DAY, i will die will regret. Full of regret!
I still haven't earn enough money for my parents, no chance to be a filial piety to them.
I didn't express myself well throughout these years.
I fail to make my family proud.
I am so coward to face problems, and everything in life.
I react so slow to everything that i faced.
Sometimes, I wanted to say i love you dad and mom, but i just cant say it out.
Sometimes, I say something dramatically because i scared nobody want to listen to my boring stories.
Sometimes, I act stupid because i know the truth is hurting.
Sometimes, I be a joker because i don't want to feel the loneliness.
Sometimes, I'm just keep quiet because i don't know how to deal with the problems.
Sometimes, I acted so desperate because i scared i might missed out the opportunity.
I'm such a failure, i fail to prove how much i love to the person i loved. i fail to convince her, i fail to make her happy, i fail to bring her joy, i fail to make her think of me,i fail to help her when she need the most, i fail to cheer her up when she is down, i fail to make her fall for me, i fail.. i fail everything..
Even for now, if tomorrow is really doom i still don't have the gut to phone call her now.
Maybe, Im just dont any glamour.
Bruce is such a loser.

P/S: I'm a big fat failure. 

I went out with my dad this morning, and he mentioned that case again. Its affect the current thing that im doing and make me feel so bad. Im in dilemma now. What should i do? am i doing the right thing? should i continue doing it? Its now over my expectation and i dont know what will be the result.. how should i deal with this problem =/
All these questions keep on wandering inside my mind. HAIH! i really dono what to do =(
Somebody please tell me what am i suppose to do =((
Somebody please... =(((

P/S: haih.. =(

My mood is just like this egg. =/
11 days to go...
haih..

P/S: 进退两难 =(

The road seems tough now.. its getting tougher and tougher now =(
Chamm... its really tougher than what i had expected.. haih... miscalculated..... =((((
Can i get top 5 and remain in top 5?
please!!! if not im gonna dieeee!!! =((((((((
vespa vespa vespa!!!

P/S: im not sure whats the outcome would be if i keep on putting effort on it.. but im sure, i will LOST EVERYTHING if i stop putting effort!

Today i went to learn motorbike again, cham.. i was wearing short sleeve. Therefore, im getting darker! Anyway, today is an efficient day! argh... superbike ah, why are you so heavy! every time when i ride on it, my leg will cramp. Darn! And, theres really a big different between superbike and normal bike. The weight is so big different!

Btw, weiii.... this isnt what i planned for, faster go and take it! time is killing me! Im lazy to continue telling lie already and its getting less and less excitement.. faster! and i hope everything inside of it still in the best condition. =/

Today i went to help my relative look after his shop again, haha... it was a tired day.
Not much customer today, =/ profit goes down =(
nvm, i dont bother.. not my profit also. XD
wuiii, actually she is pretty everyday de! not only that night! hahahaha...

-motorbike! vrroom vrooom!
-haih!! why why???? noob internet! give back all my points..!
-wui, why you so slow to send it... haih...noob.... =(

Finally its all done! packed! sent!
Now, is motorbike time! woooohooo!! vrrooommmm vvvroooooomm!!!
tired tired tired!!

I cant believe i got such a strong spirit of doing this without sleeping! wow! Time pass so fast, its dawn now...

P/S: (Y) for myself! haha!

1. I think im thinking too much.. i should stop thinking that way. Truth is hurt. =(

2. Cham...i almost chun bou! Gonna keep secret! dont reveal it please!!

3. I have to double hardworking to win something.. i cant be lazy already! aarghhh... why the competitor so competitive? i cant even take a longer rest? =/

4. life is too short, we have to live to the fullest. Today i went to visit my secondary school tutor, he is my father's best buddy.. he is my tutor, he is so good.. but now, he passed away =( 59 yr old. How long can we live? how many ten years we have? what should we really appreciate? money? humanity? =/