Good day or Bad day? =(

Today i promised my sister to be her drive for the whole day because she is going out with her friends. Therefore, i pick up they all then depart! haha. I sent them to Merdeka mall then i go to Parkson to buy the Printer Ink. And i know that you might be sore throat, so i bought you the lemonade and some buns. Actually i have to fetch my sister and her friend back home. But, the good news is that my sister tell me no need to fetch them back. Hence, i got time to look for her. =)

I know she might be sore throat.
I bought her lemonade.
I went to her house.
I call her.
She is not at home.
I wanted to find her.
but she is playing badminton.
she said she will call me afterward.
i wanted to look for her.
i wait..
i wait..
waiting..
waiting..
Actually, i was just waiting you outside where she was..
At the blind spot.
Finally, i received her msg.
Im happy.
I go to her house.
I look for her.
I gave it to her.
She indeed sore throat.
But, she dint look happy when she saw me.
Everything ended up so fast.
I feel like she din't care about me.
She will never care about me.
She will never..
=(

After that,
I went to Canada Hill alone.
I feel like shouting screaming.
But, i cant shout it out.
it all kept deep inside of me.
I sit on the bench looking at the sunset.
I felt the loneliness.
All negative things come into my mind.
I'll never be with her.
Sad.
I never knew that i will be this sad.
Why should i be sad? she never care about me also.
Worth to be sad? I don't care.
I'm just sad bcz i want her!

I went back to Senadin.
No mood for dinner.
No mood for everything.
=(

Now,
I'm headache, i think lack of water.
ILY! =(

P/S: I never knew that i will be so sad of this. I need to stop thinking about you because i know you're not thinking about me.

Final Semester Free Week =(

She use to update her twitter to express her feeling and emotion, but recently she did not. Is it because i hangout with you? and you have no feeling to me? =(
However, i felt happy and contented with my free week that im able to hangout with you, watch movie, sing k, dinner, visit fun fair, go Canada Hill and finally supper at McD. I can say that im very happy since i came to miri for about 2.5++ years. I can never imagine that i could hangout with you for so long.. but i dint really appreciated the hours that we hangout together, bcz my mind was blank! =(
Every time with i was with you, i dono what to talk, my brain always get empty and blank. And the saddest thing that i found is, the more i hangout with you, the more impossible i can be with you =(
You are just too awesome, great! I felt like im just an idiot, a dummy, a childish minded..

p/s: ILY! but now i have no idea how to prove ILY anymore =(

I have been busy for two events last few days! but its so fantastic! its worth! One of the events is the ASNB talk, so sad, i dint really listen to the talk and another one is CPA - Australia Business Conference, the speaker was Jonathan Quek. This conference was so cool! i learn alot through this event, it teach you how to be RICH! and how your mindset should be in order to get rich! haha. And the most important thing is you have to strongly believe it and fight for it! Three simple steps:

i) Set a Goal

ii) Plan Strategy 

iii) Action!

Again.. you dint reply my msg =(

Its been a long time i dint meet with you face to face, im so happy to meet you today. I like the feeling when meeting you.
我有很多话想跟你说，可是当你在我的旁边的是候。。我突然只想安静的坐在你身旁却忘了要说的话， 听着你和别人的对话都感觉的很开心 =）