27.7.2012! Today is albiie's bday! haha, we celebrate her bday! okay this is the summary! hahaha
After class i am an emcee for acc club agm, i was so sad that i dint see S there =( but nvm ba, since she also doesnt like me one =((((( i thought you will come deeeee :(((((((((((( -SAD!

after the agm, we went to celebrate albiie''s bday! yes! im so glad you got come!! woo hoooo!! chit chat abit, im so happy when i saw the way you smile when i gave you the KeyChain! hahahahha XD and and, are you wearing the black singlet that i bought for you? haahahha :p and im happy that you talk with me first! hahahaa =)) -HAPPY!

P/S: can it be SAD + HAPPY = NEUTRAL ?

I have to move forward, i've been stay at this stage for a long time. Its time to move on! Good bye my past! its all past tense! its no longer exist! we cant change the past, so, i must appreciate everything around me and strike the best for the future!
I have a new dream, i wanted to work in Brunei after i graduated!

These few days i felt very sad, haihz... why should i cry for a girl that dont like me. why should i feel sad of giving up a girl that dont like me. What i lost is a girl who doesnt like me, and what she lost is a guy that so care about her, why should i feel sorrow? ='(
Why should i sad, she will never feel it anyway.. i must be happy, i must be happy! There are so many choice out there, why should i care so much for a girl who doesnt like me? =(
Today we met, we are normal friend, and we must be like this? we cant never get closer? we cant never be together? owwww, what a childish thought... =(

P/S: You're looking for textbook, and i found it for you, im so happy =)

Miri! im coming! time flies like rocket, this is my final semester. After this, im officially enter the society life, working working working, earn earn earn, pay pay pay. =( RACE RAT! Any other way to earn more money? semester start soon!!!

uiiiiiiiiii, i miss you i miss you i miss you! and sometimes i feel like calling you but... =( dont you miss me? so long time i dint chat with you.. fai dit find me chatting ehhh, im waitingggggg
haih, another idiot hope. its really the end? =( can i dont want end ?

WOW! its the first time i went to KK's pulau.. haha, Pulau always leave us a good memory just like last time i visited the Pulau Mabul with form 6 ppl. its so fun! but but... im scared of water, im scared of diving, im scared of snorkeling.. lol, noob liao. nvm ba, as long as i like pulau then ok liao. =)

And now... i saw that msg "miss the way you say hi to me" is the "you" refer to me? =( im so damn wish that "you" is refer to me, but i think its not =( 

I saw you online in fb, so wish that i can chat with you, so many things wana tell you, so many things wana share with you but i think you'll never care about me.

I miss you!

P/S: I miss a girl that does not into me =(
        How?

Its been a week that i dint look for you, i force myself not to look for you. I keep myself busy so that i wont think so much about you, but i always fail, everyday night before go to bed, i cant sleep without thinking of you, what a fool. I know that she will never like me but still i cant put down her.

29th june night, at Sunway Pyramid. Do you still remember that you saw my eye abit wet and you asked me "Bruce, are you sleepy?" At that time, im not sleepy actually, i wasnt sleepy, its bcz i cried. Do you know why i said i want to walk around alone eventhough all the shops are closed? Its because my tears keep on falling down and i cant stand with it, so i have to pretend to walk around so that i can rub away my tears. Its keep on falling down..  Do you realize that during the last night we shopping at Sunway Pyramid, i was actually cant stand with all my tears, and it drop. That night, im kind of avoid you.. because whenever i look at your back, my tears drop from my eye.. because i know that i will never be with you and that will be the last night we can hangout.. During that day, i captured alot of your picture from behind, because i know that i would never take such photo anymore. What i can see in you is... your shadow, i can no longer look at your face. I know that, you will never fall for me. i know that you will never... never.. ='(

Just a few minutes ago, when i on my fb. i saw you online.. i click on your chat, and leave it there, and i come to write my blog. Maybe its a little bit of fate, you automatically say hi to me... at that time, i cant belive that i saw your message, i slap myself twice, am i dreaming? im so happy, im so glad that you finally chat with me. Somehow, i felt sad that when i replied you, my tears drop again. Maybe its indicate that we are not meant to be together.. i replied you quite cold, bcz i know that you will treat me cold as well.. =(

I know that we are impossible but i will always at your back silently observe and protect you.

P/S: 我真傻，明明知到她不喜欢自己可是遍遍喜欢上她。你说的对， 我真的是够笨的， 喜欢上一个永远不会喜欢自己的人， 还傻傻的为他做东西， 还对自己说，总有一天， 她会爱上我。 这些都是自己骗自己的话。。。

Yesterday i went to do part time teacher again, its fun. i taught primary 2, they are so cute~~ feel like pinch all the cutie's faceee~~~ XD This is my teaching timetable~

Tonight i went to yamcha with clement and natalie they all, its fun as well. Its make me not think about her so much. i need more hangout! I checked my result, and its not very good :( And i saw her msg again... i think its for me again, =( its another rejection msg, its cruel. ='( You really cant give what i want? :( Its really end here? =( Can i continue fall for you? =(( Can i continue? =((((( P/S: I think it will be the best solution if i give up on you...

Is that msg for me?

Is that what you wanted to tell me?

Is this the end? :'(

I'm an idiot, stupid fool, always hoping for impossible things to happen, always believe in something impossible, always believe in law of attraction that will make your thinking come true, even though i know the result but still i resist to accept... and still hoping there will be a hope :'( 

Now, its proven. its show that.. the result is... ="(

p/s: The truth is always hurt.

I just got back from the kl industries trip with friends, including S :)
Visited Dell, Kuehne + nagel sdn bhd, Deloitte, Cheng & Co, PWC, UHY and CPA australia.

It was a fantastic trip. we get to know the companies better and the working places.

Dell is just a little bit similar to Google workplace, where the company provide leisure area such as snooker, gym room, gaming place, yoga rooms, and darts. The employee can enjoy that facilities at anytime! cool~!

Kuehne + Nagel sdn bhd is a world top 3 logistic company. This company own very little properties and yet can earn a big sum of money! cool~! and i learnt a cool phrase, "Amature plan strategy, Leader plan logistic."

Deloitte and Cheng & co. nothing much but only the CEO very persuasive in talking + a bit humor.

PWC working place is quite systematic and there are alot of young employee. 

UHY is a medium firm and its a good place for fresh graduates to learn and experience alot. As they have to do and responsible for more works.

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Ok! its done! now its time for informal things!!
Im so happy that i could hangout with S throughout the trips! 

I think i had done my part very well, and im waiting for your reply now. 

Most probably, the history will repeat :(((((

and honestly, i had capture some of your picture from the back.

When i look at the picture, its just like im standing at the same place and you are walking away from me. The distance between us is getting further and further, perhaps we never get close to each other :(

And i found a good phrase in fb wall "趁我还爱你， 可不可以不要错过我？"

P/S: 不要错过我, 好不好?