January was an efficient month for me! Its so fulfilling, its been another meaningful month for me after graduate. Outing with friends, met old friend, learnt something new, contact with relatives more frequent, spent time with parents, doing something that i used to do, teaching in primary school, breathing kk air, helping dad in working, meetup with friends that come from other place, trying the food in kk etc etc. Its just way too great! However, i felt like im lacking of something.

I don't know how to describe, make it short. I had an awesome month! looking for superb month ahead! February is going to be another fantastic month! February! im coming!!

P/S: i think i lacking of that bestfriend. Hey, Bestie, i miss you i miss you i miss you!!!

Yesterday night, i dreamed about her. I was looking at her from far.. the way she smile, grin and laugh. Its filling up my empty heart.

Today, i suddenly woke up at 3.10 a.m and my mind full of her. Keep on thinking of her. Look at her pic in my phone, playback the video she sent me over and over again. I cant sleep, this is the first time i woke up so sudden and cant fall asleep within half an hour. Now is 5.10 a.m my mind still thinking of her all the time. I think i miss you like crazy!

P/S: Something i wana ask her: Hows your groupasave doing? tired mah? Hows your shoulder? i hope it not painful anymore. =)

Hey.. can she hear me?
i just wana tell her, I LIKE YOU!
she motivate me, she make me feel alive, she win my heart

Today, alone at office. i can sense the clerks really have a boring life!
But sometimes, its good to be alone. in the office alone, eat alone, walk alone, talk alone, listen music alone, type alone, watch alone, read alone.. =/
Ou no! I am so happy that she even say thanks to me! thanks for the noob present! ahahah, sorry! next time im gonna give her a better one.. paiseh >.<

P/S: ou no again, she hvnt read my msg! ou no, she dint reply me! ou no! ou no! i think too much again! =(

2013.1.4
Today is 2013.1.4
So wish that i could tell her, 我爱你一生一世
Everybody has their love one, hanging out with together,
But me =(
Tomorrow is her birthday, her birthday is after 我爱你一生一世!

P/S: Im just wishing you happy birthday here. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" =)
P/S II: I am wondering, whether she got read all the count down calender wish or not. Perhaps, its a     no.. she said the calender n everything are spoiled. no fate no fate =(
P/S III: Its been very long time we didnt find each other. I Miss die her!
P/S IV: Luckily i got a few GAY partners! hahahah

Yesterday, i was a cheap labor. Its really tested my physical endurance. Now only i realize that i am so weak. Its really not easy to work under the sun.
Tomorrow is 2013.1.4
I am gonna say to myself HI LONER.

Hoping for a Miracle!

MIRACLE! MIRACLE! MIRACLE!

Are you exist? 

Anyone believe in miracle?

I do believe in you and
I need you so badly now!!

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” 
― Albert Einstein

“What was wonderful about childhood is that anything in it was a wonder. It was not merely a world full of miracles; it was a miraculous world.” 
― G.K. Chesterton

“Miracles are like pimples, because once you start looking for them you find more than you ever dreamed you'd see.” 
― Lemony Snicket, The Lump of Coal

“Miracles are what happens when you get out of the way of yourself.” 
― Brad Szollose

“To witness miracles unfold in your experience, count your blessings and be thankful. Perceived small blessings accumulate to be the most powerful.” 
― T.F. Hodge, From Within I Rise: Spiritual Triumph Over Death and Conscious Encounters with "The Divine Presence"

“Miracles only happen if you believe in miracles.” 
― Paulo Coelho

MIRACLE! MIRACLE! MIRACLE! 

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!