Today i study human behaviour again.. same routine, but this time i went to Bintang Plaza to observe people. Its not that easy though, its make my eye so tired of observing people. During lunch, my mom called me.. huhu, she make me feel like going back to kk!! i miss you mom etc!! <3 a="a" after="after" already.="already." around="around" back="back" brian="brian" doll..="doll.." everyone="everyone" fate="fate" foong="foong" for="for" have="have" hehe="hehe" hometown="hometown" i="i" its="its" look="look" met="met" moreover="moreover" nbsp="nbsp" objective="objective" p="p" plaza="plaza" same="same" surprisingly="surprisingly" that="that" the="the" their="their" thought="thought" to="to" walking="walking" we="we" went="went">At night, i ask S to friend me to Bintang tomorrow. Well, she rejected me as i expected. Hmm.. i think its the way i ask her was quite rude.
Haih, suddenly feeling no mood for everything again.
However, tomorrow afternoon gonna play bdmtn with S, Karen etc! =))))
And i went to dinner with my housemate. Haha, its so rarely happen. Now i know where got good thing eat! Roasted 童子 Chicken! At bypass there!

P/S: I'm feeling great bcz i still can meet some friends when i wondering around Bintang! =)))
P/S(ii): Since you wanted to make for him! What if i make for you!! i have decided!!! =))))

Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. if you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And  like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on.

-Steve Jobs-

P/S: =)

I want to learn the way to read people's mind. This morning, i done a bit research on it and straight away apply it. I went to a Boulevard shopping mall, i sit at KFC and try to observe everyone, every body language, every movement, every expression and trying to figure out whats their next action, whats their feeling, what are they thinking.

Hmm... its quite interesting to learn, but hard to guess it correct.

P/S: I am mind reader! hehe

Haih... Tonight, i was so evil. Btw, something in me, its just making me sad without reasons.
Moreover, I read one of my friends blog regarding a relationship.. sometimes, somehow, a relationship can be so fake that its left a big impact to the respective individuals. This happen especially to a broken up relationship. Lets be a positive thinker, relationship can help the individual to improve or 前进. And even cause the individual to become stronger. But, if i were to experience it.. i'll just feeling like the world is going to end very soon! no mood for everything and yet, i cant show it to outside world. I still have to wear a fake mask and smile to the world again.

P/S: Life is a game.

Today outing with S and friends! we wanted to go sing k at terminal but ended up its full house. Therefore, we decided to go to Marina Bay. Drinking of a little bit of beer and play the Truth or Dare.
I am so happy that she concern about my date of going back kk. =)
however, haih, i knew she will say she likes nobody. But, why am i still sad about it? my tears was dropping actually when i heard it.. thats why i lying down with my face facing down.
Haih! haih! haih! I have been negative for a period of time again! now, no more!!
POSITIVE THINKING!!

P/S: I have to attract more positive things!!! POSITIVE MINDED NOW!!!

Early in the morning, but im just feeling so down.. haih, gonna wear fake mask again. If i have to pay for wearing fake mask, i think im broke now. =(

P/S: Why should i feeling down? since i know that she isn't into me. Haih... I should be firm!

During the outing with S, my feeling is very down.. just, dont know why am i feeling that way. I'm just feel like, the more we meet, the more sad i am.. =(

And, i pretended to be stomachache and roaming around Boulevard in order to avoid seeing you so much.. its, so contradict, im the one that promised to have lunch with you, and im the one who dont want to see you so much.. =(

arghhh!!! I have told myself to give up! Why should i still feeling sad to see you? I shouldn't feel that way, i must be able to treat you like normal friend.. =(

Tomorrow is Leadership Camp! and im the emcee! i must jia you! stop thinking nonsense! i will try my best not to treat you that good in the camp... and in future =(

I must be able to do it! thats the only way to forget about you! Sorry for my cruelness.. i have to say " I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE!" " I GAVE UP!"

P/S: I said it with my fingers cross.. haih...............................................................