Today, Me Bryan Bong Albiie Ke Hui Ke Min and Jane Lau went to Sushi Bonanza again! and,  im so sad that i heard Jane Lau said Sheryl never fall in love with me.

CV dinner

Yesterday night, after the CV dinner, i can see that there are so many couple or possible couple.
1. Erik Kenneth and Chloe Cheng
2. Jeffrey Choo and Felicia Wong
3. Bryan Yap and Sharon Chia
4. KarKei and that unknown guy
5. Albert Marzuki and Whei Yi
6. Yi Qing and Wan Ying

And, me? Forever alone? i hate that feeling. Is there anyone falling in love with me? =(
Maybe im too weak for everything. Even thought i bring along Chai Wan Ying to the dinner, but i din't know how, what to do, we din't talk much. I am not good in everything, I am not good in talking, im not good in cracking jokes, im not good in communicating, im just... the worse people in the world

I found out that i'm indeed very weak in everything. What do i have? What i got? What make me so outstanding? What can i do to to improve myself, how?  These questions keep on playing in my mind the whole night, i can't figure out the answer. Perhaps, there is no answer in me. All these questions can even make my tears fall again. I promised myself not to cry but at least for these 28 days, i failed. I cried, my tears just can't hold and its finally fall.
I am just too weak for everything. Lousy in study, poor in communication and English  weak in going after the one i love,  i have no common sense, i am slow learner etc.

P/S: I think i really need someone to comfort me.

Is this indirect reject me again?

P/S: Went to Jane Lau's hse dinner with Sheryl

Today i saw you doing the Accounting 260 assignment. I felt so noob bcz i cant help you =( and also i scare i'll misleading you. So, i choose not to teach you. I know that assignment gt abit tough for you, i know you are suffering, i can see it but i just dono how to help.. perhaps i just help you ask the answer from your friends? will i ruin you or should i let you do yourself? idk idk! i scare if i help more, i love you more, the more i love you, the more you dislike me, the more you dislike me, the more sorrow i am. Haih, i'm so selfish, im not going to help you bcz im dont want to get hurt.. the only thing i can do is.. saying Good Luck Sheryl.

P/S: Sorry, i was insane.. i uploaded your picture here.

I said this is should be our last photo. She felt very happy. She still avoiding me. Based on psychologist, her hand position is defending position which she felt unsecure when im beside her =(
I already tell her this is our last photo, but she still can't open herself, she still cant relax, she still cant take a perfect photo of us. She still cannot.. haih, are you really that not into me? i think i had repeated this questions alot of times =(
STOP! stop sorrowness, i must be happy, positive positive!!

P/S: Actually, i'm reluctant to say i give up in you.

The 28 days Magic

Today i start the 28 days the Magic! again, i hope i wont think about you anymore because thinking of you will make me sad only. I dont want to be sad for this 28 days... i hope i can do it! and Today, i peep your twitter, you only will update your feeling about him, not me. How sad could this be =(
STOP! -clear
Restart! Positive Thinking!

P/S: Day 1.

4个问题

我喜欢的那个人，能不能问你4个问题？
1。 有没有一瞬间，你上网是为了找我，让我陪你聊天？
2。 有没有那么一种感动，当你看到手机上有我发的短讯时，嘴角会有一丝满意的微笑？
3。 如果有一天我不再和你 联络 了，你是否会主动联络我吗？
4。 如果有一天，我彻底的在你的世界里消失，你会不会想起有我？